Do you believe in your own story? And is that story different today from last week/month? What are you currently telling yourself? Right now, in this moment?
Ebb and flow have a lot to answer for, I’ve come to realise, when it comes to believing in our own stories. As usual, my intellectual side says, “Of course! That’s so normal/natural!” Which isn’t so helpful when it comes to real-life lived experience… as I’m sure you can relate!
If you’re in an ebb phase - actually sitting curled up in the concave - you are very likely believing a lot about your “reality” that you would reject during your flow phase.
The distinction between reality and fiction isn’t so clear, is it?
Which naturally begs the question, do you have support in place to create and maintain a consistent belief-story for yourself?
Or do you allow all of those ebb energies and currents to whorl you round directly into the vortex?
If you’re anything like me, you may have a slightly perverse need to “go down the rabbit hole” a little before bringing yourself naturally back. Call it demand avoidance, or simply going with the flow… But I personally find it necessary to do this, and weirdly comforting.
Yet, this is only possible for me after decades of feeling entirely without centre. In my teens and 20s, I was diagnosed with bipolar/manic depression and felt completely at the mercy of emotions and energies I didn’t understand. Back then it was a battle, every single day. And the stories I told myself had no root: one day I was a goddess and felt like I could fly; the next I was an invisible vapour capable of nothing but existing.
Now, I find, I can play the game of being curious and somewhat objective - even letting myself feel the shitty beliefs - without really, 100% attaching to them. And that’s because I became very, very intentional about my rooted reality story.
What - and who, of course - we surround ourselves with really, really matters when it comes to our rooted stories. There are things - and people - that will naturally also ebb and flow. Perhaps in your ebb phases you are more drawn towards drama, conflict and gossip. I know I gravitate towards podcasts, shows and people which make me angry and sad with the world, especially our current systems.
And don’t get me wrong - this is useful emotionally-embodied, energy-information. As long as we don’t get stuck there.
What brings you back? Where are your story’s roots, and how deep do they go? Or do they drag like a shallow anchor on a rising tide?
This is why I create immersive energy portals. I didn’t realise when I started that this is what I was doing - but almost immediately people started telling me that’s how they received them. And I somehow knew it within me too. I used to paint in a very realistic, painstaking way. But in 2020, something entirely different flowed through me, and I can see now that everything I’ve been through has led to this.
I am here to create highly intentional, immersive energy spaces for people like you who need this rooted, daily reminder of your most potent story. The reality you always wanted. The open wardrobe to Narnia. The unlocked door to The Secret Garden. Platform 9 3/4 for the Hogwarts Express.
I am here to make your magical fiction become your reality. By immersing you in it every day.
What do you believe your story to be? What would it feel like to pour all of that incredibly potent, seed-like energy into your own immersive energy portal?
One you can bathe in every - single - day, whatever phase you are currently experiencing?
And one that brings you back to your deeply rooted, crystalline reality-story, especially when you need it most?
I’m feeling the call to open up my commission book again - after a looooong time away from it! Would you be interested in commissioning your very own energy portal? If so, hit me up in the comments with the 3 words which encapsulate that energy for you!
Special pricing available to the first 2 people who comment!! 🤩😍🎉
Massive love,
Zoë 😍🥰💖